What A Feeling!


For the first time in my life, I’m not hungry. I have snacks on my desk at work and I don’t even want to look at them. I take a bite of my afternoon snack and I’m done. This is crazy. What’s even crazier is that I can sit and eat lunch with  a group of people and not stare them down while they eat. I’m actually full after eating part of my lunch, and the sight of food makes me sick. I’m so proud of myself that I’m actually sticking with this, and it actually works!

I finally looked in the mirror yesterday and was so happy to see my shoulders. They were so evident and I couldn’t stop staring. I was like one of those really creepy guys in the metro that just looks at you funny with this creepy look and doesn’t stop staring; except I was staring at myself, so I couldn’t have been that creepy. I also feel my jawline, and I keep rubbing my face. My mom tells me it’s bad for me to touch my face all the time, because I’ll get pimples. I really don’t care if I get pimples at this point, I’m super happy with my jawline bone structure thingy, or whatever it’s called.

It’s a crazy feeling knowing that I’m actually doing something, sticking to it, and it’s working!

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2 thoughts on “What A Feeling!

  1. I’m so proud of your effort. Every thing that you’ve done is so monumentous and on such a drastic scale that most people would be very uneasy. It’s truly a remarkable demonstration of your willpower and it makes me really proud to be there with you while you accomplish such a wonderful thing in your life. I’m so proud of you and love you very much.

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